2009-05-31 - 5:50 p.m.
Been very long since I updated.
Didn't disappear, just very lazy to update.
But well, seems like somebody really disappeared.
Received a message from Jiarui, and that's when it got me really worried. Because if she didn't even contact her, I really wondered if something happened to her.
And to add it on, I called her house straight after I received the message and talked to her mum.
And then comes all the different revelations and all the differents versions of stories.
All I can conclude from them is that some of them are definitely not real because they do not tally. But what I can't understand is why she would lie to any of us.
Right now, it's just down to waiting. Her mum will let her know that we called and are concerned but whether she will contact us after that is still entirely her decision.
Call me kaypoh or what, I'm actually contemplating waiting at her house downstairs someday just to make sure she is okay. Though her mum mentioned she comes home late everyday.
And while her mum was crying on the phone with me, I know my own mum in the other room is not happy with me too.
I totally let it out to my brother yesterday. About how tired I am, about how I'm really making effort to pei her, about how I feel like the more I do, the more she's asking for, and the more tiring I feel.
And my brother brought out one point, can't blame her for wanting more right? Econs remember?
Haha, the reply is so 'my-brother'. But yeah. It's true lar.
At least she's not totally not talking to me.
And at least I have a really good brother. Never bai2 teng2 lah. =)
Now that he's really taking effort to help me, I really don't want to disappoint him in any way anymore. He was the one who inspired me to come in, he was the one who helped me previously, and now he is still the one to help me find out my problems.
I said before I think, I really owe a lot to him. Ohmygosh.
Nevertheless, their efforts really make me see the possibility at a time when I thought all was almost gone. So I will trust them. And trust myself. =)
On a happier note, went to KTV the other day. (Though it was partly because of that that now my mummy is not happy but I shall not talk more about it now.) Woke up 45 minutes late that day, freaking shocked, all because I forgot to set alarm the other day. Had fun anyway, Dear was as usual reaching the high notes in 'Dui de ren'. Something I can never do! HAHA, in fact, I think halfway through the chorus, I had died already. The food was quite atrocious though, don't even have the bento set, it was obviously those pre-prepared kind of stuff. But I was freaking hungry so I finished all up.
Met up with the girls on Wednesday for dinner. Been so long since I met all of them so it felt really good hearing huizhen's crazy comments and the rest hounding ek for her love story. Haha
I'm freezing cold in the office now. Yes, it's Sunday! Time to get back to work. Ciaos.