2009-03-15 - 2:33 p.m.
Someone said I'm terrible because I blog only when I'm upset. HAHA. So I shall prove that person wrong.
A lot happened since the last entry. Actually the same day was a super emotional rollercoaster. Cried super hard in the morning, then thought that I thought things through so I just continued working, then came home and spoke to *her and realised some things about you, then messaged you to meet up the next day.
Actually it's more a decision rollercoaster. From 'I don't want' to 'I don't care' to 'I want'.
You asked me why I changed my mind. Sure she did play the biggest role, because you never let me know what she told me. About you having a hard time then also, about you really feeling very confused, about you really caring.
A lot of my friends wanted to whack you, haha, but I'm sure after I let them know about what happened thereafter, they wouldn't. So don't worry okay. =)
It's after these few days that I know the questions in your head. Maybe it's not all yet. But all I conclude is, you think too much lar. HAHA.
Anyway, in the span of these two weeks, I watched 3 movies already. Some were not that fantastic but it's alright, cos u're around and that's all it matters. Hehe.
So yup, here's reviews! 'Watchmen' was quite crappish. I honestly honestly would recommend anyone considering to watch that show to save your money rather than spend 3 hours in the theatre watching a super confusing storyline, coupled with quite a number of rather lame scenes and background music. HAHA. I mean seriously, half the time, I didn't know what was going on. Until now, I still don't know what's the link between comedians and superheros and end-of-the-world in that whole show. Lol. Okay lar, but kinda biased because I watched it when I was really tired and the show was all the way until 12 mn.
'He's just not that into you' was really nice!!! Haha, you commented that it's pretty true from the guys' perspective. The show really showed the difference between how a guy and a girl thinks. Very funny show, I really love Gigi in the show. So crazy yet makes so much sense. Hehe.
Watched 'Dragonball' just last night. Taking into account that I was sick + I took medicine + I was sleepy + it's a 1130 show + I didn't read Dragonball before, can't help that I didn't really love the show right. Haha, some parts were quite funny. The chi-eng mix was quite weird here and there though I feel. And I confess, I slept! HAHAHA at the most exciting part somemore. Turned out I wasn't the only one who didn't really like the show lar, the rest commented that it's pretty disappointing also. Cos they read the comic and feel the whole show is too short.
She's told me a whole lot during the dinner. She kept saying that she's in no position to make any comments but I know what she's concerned about. I know she treats me really like her daughter. And I know she's worried it will affect my business. But I just kept quiet while she was talking. But like what I told you, she doesn't know everything that's going on. She only saw the surface, so as much as I will listen to her, I won't let her affect anything I've decided on. =)
And talking about business, I'm not sure if you'll be reading this. But yesterday I really enjoyed the feeling of running around for appointments with you. I can feel that you don't like me commenting about your business. But I really hope you will be staying in this with me so jiayou yah. =)
There are still people cautioning me but I made the choice and I believe in you. =)