2007-12-11 - 4:16 p.m.
So, I fell sick for the past few days. Each of the symptoms was not serious, except maybe the running nose. Haha I practically looked like a tap. Ok, that was a little disgusting. But, well, the combination of everything made me feel quite listless so, I took a (really) satisfying break.
Yesterday was spent doing nothing but sleeping. Haha, I think my doctor lied to me when he said the medicine he will prescribe is non-drowsy. Nevertheless, I feel much better now! Except.. my voice really sounds terrible..
And GGRRR, sp and shan suggested going kbox after meeting with fyp tutor tomorrow. BISH U ALL AR. Haha unless you all want to hear a nu ah du tomorrow, it's REALLY up to you......
Denise and I were just talking on msn about the 'circle of trust' and how a friend's entry said if you wanted to keep something secret, you should just keep it to yourself. Coincidentally, this was similar to what mh and I discussed the other day, that if you really want to keep something private, then don't ever mention it anyway!
Hmmm, as much as that is the ideal scenario, it may not be the case all the time I guess.
What happens when you really need to let your emotions flow and you can't let it do it by itself because you feel so numb on your own? What happens when writing in your personal diary doesn't console yourself anymore? What happens when you're just yearning for someone to tell you 'ya I understand how you feel'?
Not telling anyone about it doesn't mean the problem doesn't exist. Not talking about the problem may just be a form of escapism.
I let someone come into my 'circle of trust' the other day. I cried, and I fell sick the following day after that because I caught a cold while meeting her. But, well, with her in my circle and with her advices, at least I felt much better after that...