2005-08-11 - 11:32 a.m.
suddenly i feel like just deleting tht name totally. like what's the pt of me dwelling on? might as well just forget abt it altogether.
i was lucky the last time round..we managed to get things cleared up. or rather, we din really clear everything up. but we rather chose to carry on like b4 believing tht the past was nt impt anymore.
tht's exactly what i want to do now. to throw behind the past.
i dont deny i am lucky enough to haf my grp of frens stay by me..but why is there alw those few who disappoint me? is it to make me treasure my other frens more? prob. but why alw make me learn the hard way? it's making me confused. like really, shld i trust friendships?
pardon me but yah i tend to think more than i shld.
oh wells. shall proceed on to delete it den.
sorry tht im making it so vague. aft a talk with sally, i know some ppl really hate to read this kinda thing. but thing is, the person im talking abt is prob not any of u. coz i roughly know who's still reading this blog and who's not. and i just prefer to keep it to myself. yupz.