2005-06-26 - 2:46 p.m.
damn sianz..hao bu rong yi got to use the comp but there's no one to talk to online! damn sian. everyone's either offline, away, or busy. argh. maybe everyone's avoiding me. ARH!! hahaha
yf and yx leaving tonight for melbourne and tw respectively. bern also going US tml.
im staying HERE!! HERE!
argh.
in case u haven't realised, im freaking bored.
went shopping with yx and yf on wed. in burial grnd bugis! hahaha but ok larz.din buy a lot.pretty satisfied with myself.
and went to eat my long-awaited stingray!! at tpy. haha rawks.but it's spicy! but yf claims it's nt.haha i did say im nt good at eating spicy stuff. but i like spicy stuff. haha ironic. sheena joined us for stingray and she crapped as usual.hahaha she was so unfamiliar with her surroundings.haha so cute.
went to k box with wy, yx, est, chiao and ailin last thurs. hahaa had lotsa fun tho they kept commenting on hw soft i was. haha i realli felt like i was screaming into the mike le but they still say it's soft. hmm..oh well.im just such a soft-spoken person.hahahahahha
went to walk arnd town with them while waiting for the other colleagues to join us later on in the evening.went to the mango sales with jas and est.hahah regretted man.totally squeezy.couldn't get fresh air at all.hahhaa bad choice to go aft working hrs.lol.
watched 'a lot like love' with my nyp colleagues.hahaha damn funny the show.not much plot larz.just a typical love story.hahaha but the restaurant part made me laugh like mad.the music in the backgrnd rawks.hahaha even tho i was the only one laughing amongst the ppl arnd me, i couldn't care much. haha im still grinning at the thought of it nw.lol
i can't wait to watch initial d!!
hahaha i did go to the mango sales eventually.the next day.and spent.ermz qt a lot.
ok i shall zhao nw. cya ppl. and pls come online the next time i come online..which is i-also-dont-know-when. hahahaha.
oh yah.to reply some tags:
qi: haha u still met ahma in the end what.ok larz let's go zoo! hahaha lalalala
anonymoosy: haha dont worry girl im fine. pretty much got over it..haha but why r u lost? hahaha like lost in tpy? haha so cute. :P
2005-06-21 - 7:36 p.m.
haven't had any chance to get to blog ever since i moved hse until now.im at my old hse now coz my new hse has no internet access..said b4 hdb is dumb and im still gonna say it.make my parents waste $80+ bucks every mth.why nt they refund us.lol.
wishful thinking.
hahaha acty had a lot to say.saw a lot of zhen1 mian4 mu4 for the past few days.and in the midst of getting disappointed, i also realised what is the real world.so what if u r family.u still think about yourself.i dont wan to end up like tht.i cant allow myself to end up like tht.it's simply disgusting.
i can't face u anymore.
why do u alw think only you haf problems.do u even realise i was upset that day.i dont even wan to talk to you anymore.call me childish or anything.whatever.
hmm shldn't care so much.why care abt ppl nt worth me caring abt.
read thru some blogs.i gave u a reply on ur blog..but im nt sure when u will see it..im hoping soon..bcoz i really need to let u know how much i treasure u..u said u know..but i thought it was better for myself to even more clarify it..i never regretted knowing u. i just hope u will be happier. u told me to be happier b4. so u shld be urself too right? i guess u r trying. i'll pray for u to succeed ya? i wanna see u smiling coz u really haf a beautiful smile. but i wan u to smile frm within ya? :)
ok reply some tags now:
yx: haha ok i see u just announced my housewarming.hahaha.anw nt sure when lar.need to settle down first.if there is one i will ask u guys along!
sally: pls no.i just had a new mattress.ok i shall lie on it all day when u guys come so u can't jump on it.lol
anonymoosy: haha why u ask me to go crapz when u urself haven't been there for ages.lol.
went for sushi buffet last night with bern and mh.hehe :P lovely.satisfied my sushi crave tht's been bugging me for days. thanks for keeping me company gals!!
meeting yf yx and sheena tml..shoppinnGG! hahaah and stingray!!! the one i've been waiting for a yr! lol..
hmm die.gtg.no time to blog at crapz again.sorrie girls! hi qi!! dont get bored! msg ahma! ahma can keep u entertained! lol
2005-06-15 - 11:05 p.m.
im contradicting myself.
i feel like shutting myself and nt talking to anyone right now.ignore everyone and think on my own.
yet i feel like ranting on to someone who would understand.
i can't believe u said what u said.
what is wrong with u. u are the one in the wrong.
i was freaking scared.i left the cordless phone in the room.and my bro couldn't find it so by the time he found the phone, the person hung up.
little did i know it was tht call.
thank god she is fine now.
i dont understand! go away!
argh.
u made me realise how practical u can get.
i had a good impression of u since young. why did u haf to spoil it? whY?!
juz shut ur mind!
was with yf yest..and she said sth like 'be happy lar'..like dont care abt unhappy things.i shld.i realli shld.
so tired.
i shouldn't have.
2005-06-13 - 11:07 a.m.
i like to live in my fantasy. but when i open my eyes and know tht it's alr morn, i know i haf to come back to reality.
but why do some ppl nt see it? why do they rather let themselves get hurt and nt do something abt it? i dont get it.
it's so obvious what u should be doing. juz get out of it for goodness' sake.
or izzit realli pang2 guan1 zhe3 qing1??
hearing stories frm mh abt other ppl and looking at some of the ppl arnd me makes me feel more angry abt it.
but what can i do. who am i to tell her what to do.
2005-06-10 - 4:57 p.m.
haha realised i haven't updated for qt some time.haha
been going out pretty often lately..realli shuang man.hahaha long time since i've slacked so much.onli prob is no source of income cept tht meagre amt coming frm my tuition assignments.haha but ok larz, spending money makes me happy.hahaha
went to sentosa yest with huimin and est.haha rawks man..din go a lot of places..but it was enuff to make me smile for the whole entire day.haha i went to underwater world! lol..ok larz feel qt funny there coz the majority of the ppl there were either tourists or small kids accompanied by their parents.lol..haha saw the sea angel.it's so cute.so puny.so fragile.so graceful.too bad huimin's cam couldn't take a gd pic of it..haha and i love big fishes. :) hahaha was sweating like mad at dolphin lagoon.but it was worth it aft aLL!haha loved the part the dolphin shook his head at one fish and two fishes.but nodded enthusiastically at a whole bucket of fishes.so like a small kid.hahaha..went to the beach for qt a while..sat down and enjoyed the breeze..din go down into the waters tho.sky tower was nothing much ba..cept the view was breathtaking.like realli could see everything.but see a few times also see the same things..and cannot take pics!haha too blur.so a bit heart pain larz.10 bucks for nothing much.
took qt a few pics along merlion walk and the fountain gardens...haha observed a few ppl.mostly tourists..qt a few tour grps arnd hahaa and watched the show at musical fountain.haha was sitting on this metal thingy.sit until butt pain!haha but still the show was fascinating.even tho i've watched it b4.slight disappointment knowing they din attempt to make a new show.but then again,it'll prob involve a lot of money and effort.
had a really lovely day yest.haha wished everyday cld be the same.but here i am stuck at hm for the whole day today alr.lol..i still wan to go zoO!lol.and i wanna go cycling~
b4 sentosa was shopping sprees and still shopping sprees.lol.im determined to bring not more than 20 bucks out the next time i go out.lol guilty!
juz had a dumpling.hehe nice :)
what can i say? hahaha humans are such unfathomable creatures.
haha it's nt a good thing to stay at hm for the whole day. i get restless every now and then. and think too much.
hmm suddenly feel like going to the lib.
thank god they found them. :)
haha have i said how much i loved looking at old photos??? memories..memories..memories..
haha jue dui superstar is qt funny.
lol..too much time..too incoherent.